confuzion - that's good! I am glad they're being so proactive. the timing of this pregnancy was wonderful (though really, I would have been okay getting pregnant last August when we started, too

) because my doctor was beginning to question if I was ovulating. Despite having charts and OPKs saying I did, she was preparing to put me on clomid after my annual visit -- which should have been in June. so I'm very grateful because I didn't know if I wanted to go on Clomid or anything when I was 99% sure I was ovulating. this morning I woke up with such a sense of peace, for which I'm grateful. whatever happens, it is out of my control now. I just need to take care of myself and my little bean. hopefully my blood tests show more insight that will be reassuring.

it's hard, and especially after multiple losses. loss is never easy, but my insecurities about myself grew with the second. I am glad things are looking good for you so far and will pray they continue!
bridgetboo62 - the hospital online tour looks great! I'm glad you found a facility that makes you happy -- that's half the battle!

I am in love with the birth center so far, but I have never actually seen it, I only know from friends. so I am eager to check it out next week.

I know it's easier said than done, but don't stress yet! like you said, you have a lot of time to script out your plan and find someone willing to accommodate you. it will fall into place.

you've obviously done your research, which is awesome! I definitely was less educated for my first delivery than I am now!

also, my birthing center is across from the hospital and it is covered under my insurance. it is run by midwives and has birthing tubs and such -- but obviously in case of dire need, the hospital is there and they'll remain with you if they transfer you.
https://www.birthcenters.org/birth-center-locator I would check out this site, then check and see which ones will work with your insurance. ours takes almost anything, just to varying levels. I did a quick check over the OR area and looks like there are a handful of them near you. so maybe one of those would be an option?
babyfeva - will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! I hope they are able to tell you more soon!

I think those fears are completely natural, but definitely doesn't help to ward them away!
Oh goodness
Wnt2beAMom that's so scary! I am glad you're okay! I hope she keeps her mouth shut for your sake. Good plan on calling out and seeing the doctor. You deserve a little break after such a moment!
Welcome
Gdef and congratulations!

Welcome to our talkative family!
I hope you hear from the midwife soon
Happy happy and that they're able to get your tests scheduled shortly! My first round of bloods is today. I'm just ready to get it over with already!

You'd think I'd be used to bloodwork by now, but nooooo.

Also do you have a journal or anything written up about your hypno-delivery? I would love to read about it! That's something I was considering very late-in-the-game with A, but then she came a month early before I had made any decisions! So I want to research more on it for this go-around!
slowloris 
I understand completely what you mean! no point in stressing yourself out when all we can do is wait. I'm trying to be patient. much easier said than done!
Mastitis is evil. That's ALL I can say on that topic. I got it once with my LO and that was horrible!
Welcome
Laura109! Congratulations!
Also welcome
xxshellsxx! My goodness mama

Cloud 9 indeed! I pray all goes well and smoothly for you in the next 9 months! (well I guess it's technically 8 now but still

as the saying goes...

)
And finally, welcome
kell! Baby #6 -- yay! Are you finding out what you're having??
Sheesh that took forever to catch up!

But glad to see such an active, supportive group here for the February babies!
I'm going to grab breakfast before the little wakes up, then get ready for my bloodwork. I'm terrified I will pass out... and no one is available to go with me for it! So, here's to hoping!