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i feel dreadful, i just want to cry right now.
i feel fat though even i know im being stupid as im not much bigger than i was prepregnancy, i feel run down and old yet im only 21 i know il never look as i use to cus in last few years ive moved out of parents into own house, moved in with a guy, had a baby got married moved away( so do things more alone now than before cus have no family iykwim), i do housework, cooking, coursework, pregnant agin ect but i was looking at old pics and recent ones and thinking wow ive changed loads not just cuz of the pregnancy but mainly. my skin looks horrible and whiter than ever, and rough! even my eyebrows are upsetting me cus the shape has gradully changed and now i think they make me look like im expressing an angry face all the time if that makes sense and i have huge bags under my eyes that no amount of rest or sleep is getting rid off. i just feel blah and am lacking confidence.
anyone else feel like this too or is it just me?
any tips of how i can makes myself feel or look better ?
sorry too ramble to you all i just wanted to get it all out before i wasted tears and made myself red and puffy on top or everything else
i feel fat though even i know im being stupid as im not much bigger than i was prepregnancy, i feel run down and old yet im only 21 i know il never look as i use to cus in last few years ive moved out of parents into own house, moved in with a guy, had a baby got married moved away( so do things more alone now than before cus have no family iykwim), i do housework, cooking, coursework, pregnant agin ect but i was looking at old pics and recent ones and thinking wow ive changed loads not just cuz of the pregnancy but mainly. my skin looks horrible and whiter than ever, and rough! even my eyebrows are upsetting me cus the shape has gradully changed and now i think they make me look like im expressing an angry face all the time if that makes sense and i have huge bags under my eyes that no amount of rest or sleep is getting rid off. i just feel blah and am lacking confidence.
anyone else feel like this too or is it just me?
any tips of how i can makes myself feel or look better ?
sorry too ramble to you all i just wanted to get it all out before i wasted tears and made myself red and puffy on top or everything else