Feel like giving up hope :(

[sharnw]

Hi ladies,
Im 24 and DH is 27
I have been ttc for nearly 2 years...
I had a mc in October 2009 at 11 weeks, but my bean only measured at 5 weeks

Its been a long journey, nearly caused dh and I breaking up at 1 stage. Its so stressful.

3 months ago, (april) we decided to see a FS. We had all of our tests taken, bloods, sperms, ultrasounds, and everything was apparently (normal) Unexplained fertility

FS put me on clomid and I have now been taking clomid for 2 months now..

Last week (25/05/2012) I had an ultrasound at cd10 to see if i progressed with follicles. And I had 1 lovely follicle and showed good blood serculation around it... That gave the doctor a good impression that I am clearly ovulating from clomid..

So this is my second cycle with clomid.

If I get no chance in the next 6 months, we are doing IVF

I really feel like giving up, But im trying to keep my mind off ttc. Its so hard. I wish there was a medication that I could take to keep my mind off ttc

Im currently 4 dpo and waiting for testing day....

 

[AshLegend]

Hi there. Its hard to stay hopeful. I know that for weeks I'll feel great - happy, hopeful of the next step or treatment - then just kinda feel lost and loose all my positive energy for a while. It will get better and you will feel hopeful again.

At 24 years of age, you have a head start compared to many women who are just now dealing with a FS or RE. I waited until this year to finally see an RE, even though ive had irregular cycles since puberty. I wish I had started actively pursuing an answer to my weird cycles a decade ago. I'm 33. In my case, my gyno said there was nothing wrong with me and labeled me as unspecified infertility. My RE, however, determined that i have insulin resistance and a uterine septum, which was only found during my HSG and doesnt show up on an ultrasound.

Does your FS have any plans to do an HSG to ensure that your tubes are open?

 

[sharnw]

Thanks
I dont rememeber him talking about doing an HSG.
I could request for it I guess. That subject has never been bought up

FS was so determined that clomid will do the trick. But me on the other hand have doubt. What if that is the problem, always doubting.. Can that reject pregnancy?

 

[theclarks8687]

I would definently request an hsg. It could be something as simple as your tubes are lil tight and that will open them up more also. Which I have also heard hsg increases the chance of fertility either way. Not swaering on it though.