torch2010
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I have 2, beautiful, gorgeous, intelligent, perfect, healthy little girls. DD1 is 9 and DD2 is 16 months. I also have a son but he lives in heaven. He was stillborn at 25+5 weeks in 2010. When I was pregnant with DD2 I prayed, begged for her to be a girl. I wasn't in the right mind frame to have another boy just yet.
I am currently 16 weeks pregnant with another baby. I have prayed, begged and even cried. I so want a baby boy to complete our family. I just can't imagine having another girl. I keep saying as long as the baby is healthy then it doesn't matter and I know that if it is a girl then I will love her but my arms ache so badly for a boy, I feel empty not having a little boy running around.
I have avoided booking an early gender scan as I just can't handle knowing yet. We will find out but only at our 20 week scan. I want to know so badly so I can prepare myself either way.
I feel selfish and so upset when I write it all down. I don't know if what I feel is normal
I am currently 16 weeks pregnant with another baby. I have prayed, begged and even cried. I so want a baby boy to complete our family. I just can't imagine having another girl. I keep saying as long as the baby is healthy then it doesn't matter and I know that if it is a girl then I will love her but my arms ache so badly for a boy, I feel empty not having a little boy running around.
I have avoided booking an early gender scan as I just can't handle knowing yet. We will find out but only at our 20 week scan. I want to know so badly so I can prepare myself either way.
I feel selfish and so upset when I write it all down. I don't know if what I feel is normal