I'm not sure why I'm feeling like this now but I'm just thinking of how my life has gone and feeling unusually sad when I'm usually happy with my lot. Basically my first year of uni one of my flat mates was on the same course as me. I fell in love with my now hubby and 3years later when I left uni I didn't have the money or will power I guess to pursue a career in the film business that I'd studied in. 10 years on, I'm happily married and 4 days from my date. I've just seen on facebook this other girl is moving abroad with her job in the film industry and I feel kind of jeleous I know I couldn't have ever pursued such a competitive career but I still feel a little sad. Wonder if she's jeleous of my plain Jane life!