I wish I had some advice for you. She's put you in a tough position, but even still...she's not in charge of your life. You're an adult...and she doesn't control you and you shouldn't let her bully you and your OH into something you're not ready for, just because she thinks its inappropriate to have a baby with someone you're not married to. Its old fashioned thinking and whether she thinks you're being selfish or not, she's being just as selfish. The two of you just have to agree to disagree on the matter. As for your father...don't know what to tell you there. Its not like she can hide it forever from him. Maybe you need to go out to lunch with just him, or make a visit to their home when your mom isn't there and chat with him in person about it. Your mother sounds like she's being a bit manipulative. She doesn't know what he can or can't "handle" - its not like you're telling him you're dying...you're telling him you're bringing a beautiful little life into the world. Good luck hun...so sorry you don't have the support you deserve.