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My grief totally blindsided me this weekend. I have been doing pretty well since my second mc. This weekend I went to my nephews 2nd birthday party. I was expecting there to be babies there, but it was crazy! Everyone had a baby except me and DH. Some people had two. There was breast feeding and talk of moms groups everywhere I turned. I finally found one woman to talk to and she told me she was 13 weeks pregnant! Uuugghhh! It made me want to throw up. Even the lesbian couple had a 5 week old baby there. When I asked how they conceived, they did it at home with a friend who donated his sperm. It took them 3 cycles, thats it! They didnt even have sex, or go to a doctor and they have a baby now. I felt so horrible. And I hated when people kept asking me if I have kids. How do you answer that???
The worst part was that I got AF that very day. I was feeling so infertile. Luckily, I had my DH to hold me as I cried in his arms when we got home. Now Im just reflecting on how sad that day made me. Its amazing how a day like that can ruin the whole weekend. Im still feeling pretty low (and crampy!) Cant wait for AF to go away so we can try again!
Anyone else feel like they're the only one without a baby?
The worst part was that I got AF that very day. I was feeling so infertile. Luckily, I had my DH to hold me as I cried in his arms when we got home. Now Im just reflecting on how sad that day made me. Its amazing how a day like that can ruin the whole weekend. Im still feeling pretty low (and crampy!) Cant wait for AF to go away so we can try again!
Anyone else feel like they're the only one without a baby?