Hi girls,
I feel a bit down in the dumps and generally lacking motivation - I feel like I'm spending alot of time on my own which isn't helping. The problem is exacerbated because I haven't been to work for nearly two months (I'm aircrew and we are grounded as soon as we notify the company of our pregnancy). My OH is working long hours and is going away for 5 days at the end of this week.
I'm trying not to go out with friends too much because with Christmas and our wedding coming up I feel like I'm just haemorrhaging cash and I'm very conscious that there is still plenty we want to do the house plus all the baby things that we want to buy. I don't have family nearby and I'm not close to my mum - she doesn't know about the baby.
I'll be going back to work in the next few weeks on ground duties and part of me is tempted to call up and ask if I can come in sooner just for the social interaction - the other part of me wants to take advantage for as long as possible because there are plenty of things I could be doing (and yet I just seem to be spending far too much time on here, not being productive!)
Not really sure why I'm posting - just feel like I need to 'put it out there'. Thanks for reading xx
I feel a bit down in the dumps and generally lacking motivation - I feel like I'm spending alot of time on my own which isn't helping. The problem is exacerbated because I haven't been to work for nearly two months (I'm aircrew and we are grounded as soon as we notify the company of our pregnancy). My OH is working long hours and is going away for 5 days at the end of this week.
I'm trying not to go out with friends too much because with Christmas and our wedding coming up I feel like I'm just haemorrhaging cash and I'm very conscious that there is still plenty we want to do the house plus all the baby things that we want to buy. I don't have family nearby and I'm not close to my mum - she doesn't know about the baby.
I'll be going back to work in the next few weeks on ground duties and part of me is tempted to call up and ask if I can come in sooner just for the social interaction - the other part of me wants to take advantage for as long as possible because there are plenty of things I could be doing (and yet I just seem to be spending far too much time on here, not being productive!)
Not really sure why I'm posting - just feel like I need to 'put it out there'. Thanks for reading xx