I am having horrible cramps again - like period pains and trapped wind but I am supposedly 11 weeks so been told it will just be stuff 'moving'. All the muscles in my hips and legs hurt and I cant sleep . Things also seem to be weird with OH . He isnt as cuddly as usual and to be fair, neither am I, but I am hoping it is just the hormones cos I look at him and I don;t even fancy him at the moment. Everything he is doing - or NOT doing is driving me nuts! I came home the other day and there was NO electricity and it was freezing and I had to sit inthe dar for over an HOUR till he came home as he had the ££ for the meter - now the boiler has packed in so no heating or hot water - and we only have a bath so not even an electric shower to use. It is really depressing me now as the flat is a TIP - the kitchen is half renovated but the guy who owns the flat and rents us the room cant be assed finishing it! I spent a while on the net looking for new places to live, but he wouldn't call them up! I am seriously considering going back to my parents - but that will mess up my housing app with council as I will then be in suitable accommodation - and OH can't come with me. So I wouldn't see him. I just feel as if there are so many things - including him that are ruining what is meant to be a good time for me!! I am just so down . I NEED to be settled! he doesn't get that!! We need to save - he lends his mates money!!!!!!! Then his work mate had the cheek to say that I wasn't prepared for this baby - of course I'm not as I am scared stiff! ARGH!!!!!!!