wishingalways
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I feel so alone, even though im not and have a great family and support. I had bleeding on wed, came in on thursday night and was told my baby had died I was just over 16 weeks. Was induced and gave birth all in a little under 24 hrs. I got to hold my tiny but perfect little baba and will never forget how perfect he looked.
I feel so empty. It tookme and myDH 7 years and IVF to conceive my daughter and she was born pappy and healthyin January, she has just turned 7 months. When she was 3 months totally unexpexctedly out of the blue I found out I was pregnant. We couldnt quite believe our eyes we felt like the luckiest people alive. To have conceived naturally was amazing.
I also have a 10 year old who we told about the baby after my 12 week scan and he was over the moon that he was getting another brother or sister. I now have to go home when I get discharged and somehow tell him whats happened.
I feel like this should all be a dream. Im sitting here alone in the labour ward fee.i g like a nusiance. During birth the placenta got stuck and I lost near,y 4 pints of blood and I was very ill but after some blood transfusions im feeling a bit better. The mw yesterday who delivered my baby were amazing but today its new mw and I feel like no one wants to come and talk to me, its like they are avoiding me. My husbands on his way in but I cant stop crying and I know soon I will have togo home and tell my son whats happened.
I could really do with some support right now from anyobe who is willing to talk. Xxx
I feel so empty. It tookme and myDH 7 years and IVF to conceive my daughter and she was born pappy and healthyin January, she has just turned 7 months. When she was 3 months totally unexpexctedly out of the blue I found out I was pregnant. We couldnt quite believe our eyes we felt like the luckiest people alive. To have conceived naturally was amazing.
I also have a 10 year old who we told about the baby after my 12 week scan and he was over the moon that he was getting another brother or sister. I now have to go home when I get discharged and somehow tell him whats happened.
I feel like this should all be a dream. Im sitting here alone in the labour ward fee.i g like a nusiance. During birth the placenta got stuck and I lost near,y 4 pints of blood and I was very ill but after some blood transfusions im feeling a bit better. The mw yesterday who delivered my baby were amazing but today its new mw and I feel like no one wants to come and talk to me, its like they are avoiding me. My husbands on his way in but I cant stop crying and I know soon I will have togo home and tell my son whats happened.
I could really do with some support right now from anyobe who is willing to talk. Xxx