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I just don't know what to think anymore..
I have been off birth control for 3.5 years
The first year we just were having fun not really trying
but DEF not preventing.
These last two we have given it our ALL,
I feel broken.
November I had HSG done my tubes are open,
they found a growth in my uterus they thought was
a polyp, turns out to be unknown really what it was but
they cut it out during my surgery. (hysterscopy, dnc, pectocomy)
I thought wow i'm going to pregnant right away surgery was the 6th
I was to ovulate a week-week and half later.
my 2ww was a breeze, period came late then I started to pay attention.
Got faint but pink BFP two nights ago, only today to start cramping super bad and spotting pink/brown. So it must have been a chemical.
I want a baby SO SO bad.. We pray and ask god for our precious baby
but its not our time and its so hard that its not
I feel broken as woman, I have suffered from VERY painful periods for 3 years now and not taken the medication they want me on because I dont want to risk not having a child. So many ultrasounds & tests but nothing..
I'm heart broken!
I have been off birth control for 3.5 years
The first year we just were having fun not really trying
but DEF not preventing.
These last two we have given it our ALL,
I feel broken.
November I had HSG done my tubes are open,
they found a growth in my uterus they thought was
a polyp, turns out to be unknown really what it was but
they cut it out during my surgery. (hysterscopy, dnc, pectocomy)
I thought wow i'm going to pregnant right away surgery was the 6th
I was to ovulate a week-week and half later.
my 2ww was a breeze, period came late then I started to pay attention.
Got faint but pink BFP two nights ago, only today to start cramping super bad and spotting pink/brown. So it must have been a chemical.
I want a baby SO SO bad.. We pray and ask god for our precious baby
but its not our time and its so hard that its not
I feel broken as woman, I have suffered from VERY painful periods for 3 years now and not taken the medication they want me on because I dont want to risk not having a child. So many ultrasounds & tests but nothing..
I'm heart broken!