KyliesMommie
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I'm crying right now because I feel so guilty.
I dipped before I got pregnant and then quit cold turkey until about 2 months ago. (Dip = Smokeless Tobacco) I only dipped again once or twice but, this week the stress got to a whole new level and I've been dipping 2 times a day some days... I feel like I don't deserve my little girl. I just threw the rest out, and am going to completely stop now until at least she is born.
How badly will this affect my little girl? I'm so ashamed... My innocent baby is suffering because I can't be strong enough to give it up... Getting so stressed, to the point where I'm crying every night and my depression is coming back...
Stressed because of life in general, but also stressed because boyfriend had a condom in his car... Obviously, since I'm already pregnant we don't use condoms... He says his dad left it out and he just grabbed it and put it in his car because he didn't want his friends seeing it. But, he also has a history of cheating on his girlfriends... What am I supposed to believe?
I dipped before I got pregnant and then quit cold turkey until about 2 months ago. (Dip = Smokeless Tobacco) I only dipped again once or twice but, this week the stress got to a whole new level and I've been dipping 2 times a day some days... I feel like I don't deserve my little girl. I just threw the rest out, and am going to completely stop now until at least she is born.
How badly will this affect my little girl? I'm so ashamed... My innocent baby is suffering because I can't be strong enough to give it up... Getting so stressed, to the point where I'm crying every night and my depression is coming back...
Stressed because of life in general, but also stressed because boyfriend had a condom in his car... Obviously, since I'm already pregnant we don't use condoms... He says his dad left it out and he just grabbed it and put it in his car because he didn't want his friends seeing it. But, he also has a history of cheating on his girlfriends... What am I supposed to believe?