feels so different?? anyone else feel like this?

[HannahMarie]

i had a miscarriage back in march and i have just recently found out i am pregnant again, but this time i feel completly different, i am happy and excited but there is a dark cloud hanging over me, i am scared about loosing another one. last time i was really on point about what i could and couldnt eat/drink and now i just dont eve think of it. i dont really feel pregnant. did anyone else feel like this?

 

[c.m.c]

It's normal to be afraid....i too try to forget these early weeks... I'm so scared that I try to not think about it all.

FX all will b fine

 

[Mahoghani]

I feel the same way. I started having nightmares about losing this baby like I lost the last one. I feel like I can't really get excited. Like there isn't a point and I'm just waiting for it to be over again... I did quit smoking again, a little before I got pregnant and haven't had one since but I keep eyeing them and wanting one. Thought keeps crossing my mind that what difference does it make.

 

[celine]

Same here, i check myself for bleeding every day but in another way i feel more confident and more ready.

 

[HannahMarie]

dont be tempted by those fags, fx it will all go smoothly this time xx

 

[MrsKelly123]

So sorry for your losses.

Hoping we all stay sticky this time.

It's about the time of my danger zone for my last two pgs and I can't get the fear out of my mind.

I have a first scan on Thursday at 7+2 and petrified.

Mahogani, how far gone are you?

MrsKelly
Xx

 

[Kasey84]

I think it's completely normal to be scared. I haven't been able to feel excited yet and it's like I'm just waiting for the worst to happen again. I'm having symptoms of pregnancy and no problems, yet that's not reassuring at all. My last mc was a mmc, so I had symptoms and no indication that anything was wrong the whole time. I didn't find out my baby was gone until a 14 week scan. So basically I don't trust my body at all. To make matters worse my first hcg as only 77.5 (at about 4 weeks along). My doctor would have liked it to be higher. I'm having another one done tomorrow, but I'm already expecting the worst. I think the only thing that will help is seeing a healthy baby on a scan.

Praying that our rainbows are sticky and healthy!

 

[Mahoghani]

So sorry for your losses.

Hoping we all stay sticky this time.

It's about the time of my danger zone for my last two pgs and I can't get the fear out of my mind.

I have a first scan on Thursday at 7+2 and petrified.

Mahogani, how far gone are you?

MrsKelly
Xx

Do you mean how far along? Will be 6 weeks Tuesday. I lost my LO at 17 weeks (he died at 14) so I still have a long way to go before I get past when it all went wrong. After the testing they do at 16 weeks, for chromosomal abnormalities and that type of stuff, when all that comes back normal I think I'll breath a sigh of relief. That's when everything went wrong for me last time.

 

[Emily2630]

With my DD I had virtually no symptoms, only mild nausea for a couple weeks. I'm now 9 weeks after 2 MC, and have had 3 weeks of worse nausea, sore breasts, some heartburn and intermittent cramping... Nothing like my pregnancy with DD. (with mmc had no pregnancy symptoms at all but it wasn't unlike my pregnancy with DD). I have an ultrasound in 3 days and am just so worried ill lose this baby too despite having symptoms.

 

[HannahMarie]

fingers crossed that everything will be fine with your gorgeous baby

 

[my1stbump]

From reading these comments i know now that I am not the only one that is scared and feeling anxious. I too check for bleeding and I am scared at every cramping that I get.

I am thinking worse case all the time, and I can't shake it.

I m/c in 2011 and it is still pretty raw, but here I am 5wks pregnant and I feel very pregnant, sore boobs, sickly feeling, period like cramping and extremely tired...I am very bloated tho so I look like 5mth rather than 5week lol I'm keeping it a secret don't know how long we will be able too though.

I don't see my mw till 17th sept which is ages away! Just keeping my fingers crossed I suppose.,x

 

[HannahMarie]

fingers crossed everything will be fine and dandy xxx