I've just got back from the hospital. I had a second follow-up appointment for blood tests following the injection to deal with my ectopic pregnancy. Thankfully the EPU is well away from other areas of the maternity wing so the most difficult thing I'd had to deal with so far was sharing the lift with heavily pregnant women - until today.
I sat down in the waiting room and looked up to see a beautiful baby on her mother's knee, smiling at me with big brown eyes. I fell apart. I just couldn't handle it. I dashed into the corridoor and burst into tears. It hurt so much seeing a baby when I've just lost mine. A nurse came past me as I was taking deep breaths to control myself and I reassured her I was OK. A few minutes later I was, but just hearing the baby gurgling was so upsetting.
The midwife told me this was a perfectly normal reaction and to take each day at a time. I'm back at home now and OK. Just needed to talk - has anyone else experienced this? It just feels like there are babies everywhere, on the TV in Xmas ads and I know of two babies being born this last week. It hurts so much.
I sat down in the waiting room and looked up to see a beautiful baby on her mother's knee, smiling at me with big brown eyes. I fell apart. I just couldn't handle it. I dashed into the corridoor and burst into tears. It hurt so much seeing a baby when I've just lost mine. A nurse came past me as I was taking deep breaths to control myself and I reassured her I was OK. A few minutes later I was, but just hearing the baby gurgling was so upsetting.
The midwife told me this was a perfectly normal reaction and to take each day at a time. I'm back at home now and OK. Just needed to talk - has anyone else experienced this? It just feels like there are babies everywhere, on the TV in Xmas ads and I know of two babies being born this last week. It hurts so much.