Fertile again

[Rumpskin]

For the past couple of days, I have had pains in my side which I have now worked out are OV pains. I have had EWCM mixed with brown discharge still from the miscarriage (sorry if tmi). On one hand, I am thinking, , my body is getting back to normal and should be here in the next few weeks. On the other hand, it is a reminder that is no longer here. I cannot get pregnant again until I know for sure why my pregnancies did not go full term and out of a strange respect to my angels. I cannot endure a pregnancy which results in me 'giving birth' to another loss. It is too painful

I know I am so lucky in that I can conceive and I count my blessings that I can. There are so many wonderful ladies that long to be pregnant and do not conceive. I cannot imagine how it must feel.

I hope and pray the doctors/gyno's can find out why.

 

[dizzy65]

 

[emie]

so sorry

 

[Rumpskin]

I have just re-read my message. Does sound rather a sad one but really I am sort of happy too - stupid hormones!

 

[Schmelly]