Hey guys
I've just tonight got my BFP, and my oh my was it a strong positive. Pretty much turned darker than the control line while I was still peeing on the stick, with very watered down last-thing-at-night-before-bed wees.
Here's the thing. DH and I have tried for the last 18 months, with 7 failed rounds of clomid. I have extremely irregular periods (but not PCO) so we were told our next step was to try IVF. I'm 26 and DH is 29. DH has always dreamed of owning his own business - he's had a little side project for a few years but we made the decision to put IVF off by 12 months at least, and he could focus on his business. We made that decision about three months ago. Yesterday was his last day of work at his "day job", meaning I am now the breadwinner. We've just taken out a business loan secured against our house so that he can grow his business. Now tonight I've found out I'm pregnant.
I feel so horrible saying this to all you lovely ladies that have tried for so long, but I'm just terrified right now. The timing feels all wrong and I just don't know what to do. I feel like there's so much pressure on me already. Don't get me wrong, I completely want DH to follow his dreams, but sitting here right now I just do not know how on earth we'll be able to afford to do all that.
This should be the happiest day of my life and instead I just feel numb and scared.
Help?
I've just tonight got my BFP, and my oh my was it a strong positive. Pretty much turned darker than the control line while I was still peeing on the stick, with very watered down last-thing-at-night-before-bed wees.
Here's the thing. DH and I have tried for the last 18 months, with 7 failed rounds of clomid. I have extremely irregular periods (but not PCO) so we were told our next step was to try IVF. I'm 26 and DH is 29. DH has always dreamed of owning his own business - he's had a little side project for a few years but we made the decision to put IVF off by 12 months at least, and he could focus on his business. We made that decision about three months ago. Yesterday was his last day of work at his "day job", meaning I am now the breadwinner. We've just taken out a business loan secured against our house so that he can grow his business. Now tonight I've found out I'm pregnant.
I feel so horrible saying this to all you lovely ladies that have tried for so long, but I'm just terrified right now. The timing feels all wrong and I just don't know what to do. I feel like there's so much pressure on me already. Don't get me wrong, I completely want DH to follow his dreams, but sitting here right now I just do not know how on earth we'll be able to afford to do all that.
This should be the happiest day of my life and instead I just feel numb and scared.
Help?