xsugarplumx
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Okay, so I guess it isn't 'disturbing.' but I couldn't think at all because of it. My Mother in law told my husband and I she's expecting a baby around September. I don't know why I can't force myself to be happy for her.. I mean, the guy she's pregnant with, they have been dating less than a month (they were FWB before.), and she has 2 kids already including my hubby, and he has like at least 4 kids that I know about.. she also JUST got out of a realtionship with her ex husband, and is on the re bound.. I just don't understand.
I guess, I'm insanely jealous. My husband and I have been trying for 1+ years now, and within less than a month (first try I'm assuming.) She got pregnant.. I'm just hurt. Really hurt. Me and her are very close and I'm trying to be happy, but I just can't. I hate myself for it. How do I overcome this?
I guess, I'm insanely jealous. My husband and I have been trying for 1+ years now, and within less than a month (first try I'm assuming.) She got pregnant.. I'm just hurt. Really hurt. Me and her are very close and I'm trying to be happy, but I just can't. I hate myself for it. How do I overcome this?