Freaking Out - Cervix Appears so Low Can SEE IT in a Mirror!

[Moondance]

WOW, I am having an absolute freak out moment....

A few years ago, I found the beautiful cervix website, and sometimes I do have an actual LOOK at my cervix just to see whats going on. Today, I thought "maybe I'll have a look" as the past couple days, I've been hoping and praying and keeping fingers crossed that this was it... but today got spotting. No harm in looking, right? So I got out my little vaginal spreading device, but then when I went to insert it, I couldn't, it just would not go in! I got out a mirror and had a look.
My cervix is SO low, I can actually SEE IT just looking in a mirror. WHAT THE HELL?????

I would add pictures, but that might be TMI for some.... but what on earth? I am really spazzing out!

 

[cooch]

Sorry but this is so funny. I'm desperate to find out about the website. I avoid the whole icky cervix thing, although sometimes when I insert a soft cup after BD I feel it hits it. x

 

[Moondance]

Its not icky, its a natural part of your body. The part that happens to be what carries your baby for 9 months, it might not look like the prettiest thing on earth, but given what it does for us, I think its an amazing amazing thing.

I'm always keen to find out more about my body and how it works..... or in the case of 2 years of trying, why it DOESN'T work.
If you want to see the site, its here:

https://www.beautifulcervix.com/