I've been MIA for a reason tonight
My oldest.....ohhh my GOD he's cried wolf too many times if you understand what I mean.....
As if I don't already feel bad for having to call my specialist again.....IM PISSED about that whole ordeal I never had a checkup for the Clomid she wouldn't see me until another month for it
WTF? Like I thought they monitor you while your taking it?
Anyways my oldest who is 7 decides to PRETEND to choke....I mean seriously held his breathe til he nearly fainted....SOOOOO as I'm freaking out I think in the back of my head is this just a cruel joke I finally say maybe not....he coughed twice in his room then came out holding this throat etc. began to turn purple....OK sooo I go to grab the phone to dial 911....then he starts giving a funny look almost a grin...so I'm like WTF I was Tyler MATTHEW get your BUTT ON MY COUCH NOW...he immediately gasp for air an was like almost laughing as I'm almost crying....I almost beat him I swear I wanted to....but I calmly said GO GET IN THE CORNER DONT LOOK AT ME PLEASE....soooo had to take a breather an called DH
to figure out what we gotta do with him. He's already in Therapy is on meds for ADHD...its just been AWFUL
it has been going so smooth until now.....then I had a talk about WHY we shouldn't do that because someday he's really gonna be hurt and I'm not gonna believe him until he proves otherwise....
gonna have to call his doctor tomorrow an figure out WHY he's "hurting himself at 7" its NOT normal an TRUST ME he has PLENTY of attention I know its not that
This is soooooo irritating
I duno what to do
I just wanna sit here an cry my eyes out (which is what I'm really doing right now) I give up
My 13 year old daughter also has add and adhd and wow I feel your pain.With her she couldnt stand still would do things to purposly iritate us,run up and down,hide in the house and whisper (that made me crazy) she was seeing a counselor this entire time who for 2years said she needs medicine but I said NO she was 9 at this time...Finally one day the school called she had written herself a letter saying
"I am going to kill you after school"
She then placed it in her locker.When the bell rang after lunch she told the teacher she forgot something in her locker and had to grab it,She grabbed the note and SCREAMED AS IF SHE DIDNT WRITE IT,Well the cops were called the school was shut down and I was called in,I took one look @ the note and said Haley wrote that
They ALL looked @ me like I was CRAZY!!!!
They said NO she is very upset and crying I said she is my child and I know her handwrting,They said that had showed her teacher and she said it was NOT Haleys writing,I grew hesitant but knew what I knew.I asked to speak with Haley ALONE
I said Haley why did you write this?? She said I just wanted to make sure the school was safe
I was furious BUT she didnt lie to me,The school apologized for basically calling me a liar.We left the school and went directlyto the dr they fit us in
Haley has been on medicine since and has not had ANY problems YES she is hyper but nothing like she used to be,She is on a low dose of Vyvance.I know NO ONE wants their children on medicine I DIDNT want mine on it but sometimes there is no other option
The way the described it to me was our children with ADHD sometimes it is like life for them is like us watching a movie in fast forward,I just thought I would share and I will pray things get better
Ladies I hope all is well
Looking forward to seeing BFP'S soon ladies
Hugs