getting close

[angelinaaa]

Its getting so incredibly close.
Im living alone.
and im SO alone.

i didnt want to do this on my own.
i didnt think everyone would abandon me

i got raped. i didnt expect it to happen.
i dont even know whats ahead of me
I'm only 18

and now i am in so much pain.
i'm having really bad stomach pains

 

[kimbobaloobob]

is there no one at all you can talk to?
maybe you should try talking to your mum or another family member and tell them how much you need them at them moment.
Maybe there is a local group you can join to get support
i cant begin to know how your feeling but if you ever want to talk then just PM me.
and as for the pains, is your stomach really hard, as in if you poke it, it dosent make even the smallest dent?? and are they continual pains or do you have breaks between them?. Maybe you could give your hospital a call and see if they can help you or let you go in to be checked.

 

[TattiesMum]

It's OK to be scared Hon, especially with everything you've been through But it will all work out I promise .... sometimes life is like this - things seem so bad and we can't see a way forward and then good things will happen, sometimes slowly, sometimes all at once and before we know it things are back on an even keel

Just try to take each day as it comes - it sounds silly but it will help you not to become too overwhelmed. I wish there was more I could say or do Hon