Hey all, im sopposed to stop birth control in November and try to conceive in December. Im very much inlove with my partner, matter of fact hes the only person ive ever truly been inlove with. But im starting to second guess it. I have two kids from a previous marriage that did not end well (x was a cheating pos) and my x has still yet to try and see my kids and its been four years. I dont know if im getting cold feet because im scared of abandonment, or if im afraid our relationship will faulter because i know ill be moody and irrational and sensative, and insecure. He says hes ready, even for my hormones and i was so excited and all for it just last week! Now im nervous and unsure. Is this normal?