Getting Intimate After Giving Birth

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It's been two (2) weeks since I lost my son. I realized I stopped bleeding and I've been getting more... Intimate. I can pleasure myself and don't get abdomen pain. I then end up wanting"more" but I stop myself. I worry pleasuring myself too many times in one day would cause me to get abdomen pain. I haven't had sex since January and during my pregnancy once in a great while I'll pleasure myself. Now it feels like I can get Intimate but pleasuring myself feels weak. I like it and get that pleasuring feeling but it feels my V is... Blah. Does any other mom's do this after giving birth or am I alone?