Peach Blossom
Mummy to Lili
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Its a week ago today that I found out my LO's heart had stopped beating. I am still distraught and devastated by the loss, but time is going so slowly being at home. The bleeding has now, thankfully, stopped and I'm feeling strong enough to go to work I think. I worried I'll get there and have a complete breakdown, but I've got to do it sometime and today seems as good a day as any. I will take myself off around 11.45 which is the time I found out last week. Wish me luck and send me strength to get through today!






oh sweetheart, i know the feelings you're going through, i went back to work on monday and i was really frightened i wouldn't be able to cope whatsoever. I know everyone copes differently with grief but i found that it really helped me to get back to a bit of normality, not that it took my mind off seb one bit, but it was nice to be able to dive back into some work, and also have other people around me if i did need a bit of time to go off for a cry. I really hope today goes okay for you sweetie, we're all here for you xxx