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I started spotting last week, just old brown blood. Over the course of a few days it continued before becoming much worse. The cramps began and were strong, quite like after pains that you get after labour.
I was with a group of friends and we were filming a documentary in Manchester, so it was quite hard to say anything, but I went to hospital with a friend and was told my cervix was still closed. The next night, a little sac came away along with a tiny little baby. I wrapped them up. Long story short, I came home and contacted the priest, and we buried the little baby in my daddy's grave.
I'm heartbroken and very upset. When I told my mum I was traumatised, she informed me it was 'too strong a word' so as usual, I not even allowed to feel how I do. I don't know what to feel
I was with a group of friends and we were filming a documentary in Manchester, so it was quite hard to say anything, but I went to hospital with a friend and was told my cervix was still closed. The next night, a little sac came away along with a tiny little baby. I wrapped them up. Long story short, I came home and contacted the priest, and we buried the little baby in my daddy's grave.
I'm heartbroken and very upset. When I told my mum I was traumatised, she informed me it was 'too strong a word' so as usual, I not even allowed to feel how I do. I don't know what to feel