Got my BFP yesterday...

[PJS1982]

Hello ladies

I got my BFP yesterday at 9dpo. Pretty nice line and I was able to get visible pictures on my phone without having to enhance anything. With my cp's, the line was barely visible and needed editing to be able to see on a pic. All my CPs were early bfps, 9/10 dpo. But after several chemicals and a T18 loss, I'm analyzing every little thing. Today, my nipples stopped "pinching" and it has me really paranoid. How have ya'll coped with the fear during the early stages? I'm trying to take it one step at a time, but the fear of another loss is really messing with me.

 

[jodiejodie]

We started trying in July 2013 and had 2 chemicals early on and then a 11.5 week loss and a 14 week loss. I'm 5 weeks today and I feel like it's not real. I'm kind of just ignoring it. I take my vitamins, progesterone and baby aspirin but other than that it doesn't seem real. My first apt isn't until March 23rd so I will probably just roll like this until then. I got so tired of stressing about everything in the past that I feel it's easier to let it roll this time. I won't even do bloodwork until my first apt.