too_scared
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I'm nearly 15 weeks pregnant and I'm still nursing my little guy. He's going to be 16 months next week. I had really hoped to let him self wean and was really hoping to tandem bf when the new baby comes.
My milk is dropping drastically, though. I'm so, so sad. I have started giving him a bottle of milk in the evenings now but he's not used to it at all and doesn't really drink much. He's walking every hour at night lately and nursing but still doing the sign for milk (in his sleep/almost asleep state). It's breaking my heart. He's started asking for water at night now.
He still gets a few swallows of milk. And today I noticed he got a little more because I really, really tried to drink a lot of water.
I feel like I did something horrible by getting pregnant. I really wanted babies close together like this but I didn't want to "force" my little guy into weaning.
I literally cry every time I think about this. I'm so sad.
I'm actually considering the SNS system to try to keep him nursing until baby comes. He loves nursing and would comfort nurse for hours if he was given the choice. I'm hoping that will save this for us.
I'm assuming it's going to be a sad day when he weans anyway, but I really didn't want it this early.
Sorry for sad post. I just had to get it off my chest. Dh doesn't really understand.
My milk is dropping drastically, though. I'm so, so sad. I have started giving him a bottle of milk in the evenings now but he's not used to it at all and doesn't really drink much. He's walking every hour at night lately and nursing but still doing the sign for milk (in his sleep/almost asleep state). It's breaking my heart. He's started asking for water at night now.
He still gets a few swallows of milk. And today I noticed he got a little more because I really, really tried to drink a lot of water.
I feel like I did something horrible by getting pregnant. I really wanted babies close together like this but I didn't want to "force" my little guy into weaning.
I literally cry every time I think about this. I'm so sad.
I'm actually considering the SNS system to try to keep him nursing until baby comes. He loves nursing and would comfort nurse for hours if he was given the choice. I'm hoping that will save this for us.
I'm assuming it's going to be a sad day when he weans anyway, but I really didn't want it this early.
Sorry for sad post. I just had to get it off my chest. Dh doesn't really understand.