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We've been trying for 12 months now. I've had one complicated miscarriage and 2 chemicals.

I have 6 beautiful children but now I want my last one with my Fiancé - it'll be his first.

I am known to have low progesterone, yet no one will prescribe it for me. I am now being referred to a FS. I had 7 miscarriages and because they were not 3-in-a-row they were not bothered with investigating as to why I miscarry.

With my 8th Miscarriage I DEMANDED a progesterone test (I'd googled symptoms of Low Prog and I match quite a few). The progesterone test came back extremely low, too low to support let alone sustain a pregnancy. I've now had 9 miscarriages, in total.
My doctor accepts the fact I am low on P, but says a FS is the only one who is allowed to prescribe P, so for the mean time I am on NPC. I've had to buy it, it is in a very small dose, compared to prescribed P.


I am today 7 DPO and praying we get a :bfp: this cycle.

If not, we're going to look at using a surrogate. This plan is in the very early stages, we're not sure what to expect, let alone who will be able to do this for us. If possible, I know I O, so I'd want my egg and my Fiancé's :spermy: then our baby to be put into the lovely lady hoping to do this for us. I don't even know if they can do it that way.

We plan a lot of reading. It's not going to be cheap but then if I am not using OPK's and HPT's I will save a small fortune, I must spend at least £80-100 EACH month on supplies. Hoping that month will be 'our month' but it never is.

Babies are just not sticking and I am not getting pregnant. Feeling rather disappointed to be honest. I'm stupid enough to manage a thread over in the 2ww, people come and go. People try for a month, maybe two, get their :bfp: and off to the First Tri they go.
I try to remain a positive, upbeat lady, I try to encourage others but I find it really f***ing difficult when someone just comes on the thread 'After 1 month of TTC, we're expecting' shit. I'm probably not alone in this struggle and I'm really sorry for the rant - sometimes it's better out than in.

After my thread (Aug thread) is done with, I won't be creating any more threads. Having to add :bfp: after :bfp: with only the :witch: to look forward to - is KILLING me.

Thanks for reading. :cry:
 
I've been TTC #1 for 2.5 years with my husband. It really is difficult to hear about people trying for only one month and expecting. I hear ya! Good luck sweets. I hope you get your BFP!
 
Thank you. I can't imagine trying for over 2 years. This has been hell of a 12 months as it is. All but one cycle on FF are 'high' (that in itself takes a great effort), then there's the vitamins I take, researching what's best, then it comes to the tests, temping - it's madness. Wish you get a :bfp: soon hun. :flower:
 

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