This is only my first cycle of TTC so if I do get pregnant I will feel so estatic but I would also feel very guilty. My sister has been trying for a baby for 7 years. I know if I get pregnant I will be like a big kick to the face for her. She has been through so much. Her first pregnancy was going smoothly when she found out her FIL has lung cancer and our father died. A week later she was told by an ob that her baby was going to be a still born. On the way back from her appointment she stopped by for our father's funeral and while we were all mourning over his death, she was silently mourning the soon-to-be loss of her little girl. A month after that she had to mourn again for her FIL death. Just a couple of weeks later she was in hospital giving birth at 25 weeks to her beautiful daughter, who defied the ob's words and lived for three hours before passing away. The time since the birth of her first child she has suffered two M/C and loosing one of her ovaries. She has been compensating for loosing her daughter by fostering lots of babies over the years and sending them on once they become too old. She has most recently had a relationship breakdown with her husband and is separated to sort themselves out. She has always wanted to be a mother. When I was born she said she would sit with me and pretend that I was her baby. I would dread telling her if I got pregnant so soon. I would feel so guilty! I just wanted to get that out.