I really need some advice. In April 2013 I Lost a very dear friend to me. I still can't accept it that she is gone and I catch myself many days crying over her passing. We have been friends for well over 10 years. We met when she was first diagnosed with cancer and I was her only friend due to not having any hair and everyone else was just mean. She was only 19 and battling her third time with leukemia. I always seems to find pictures of her, especially when i'm having a bad day. One day I was super stressed out and was cleaning out an old car I use to drive so my brother could take it back to where he lived and under the seat was a picture of her. How it ended up there, I have no Idea but it's like no matter what I find a memory of her. I just don't know how to get over her passing or how to cope with it.