Help...Ive lost the plot!!!!!!!

[tracybirduk]

I CAN'T stop thinking about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every small sniffle is 'symptom', I keep checking my veins to see if they are darker!
I really am doing my own head in! I wish the 2 week wait wasn't so blooming long!

I am wildly fluctuating between feeling like it doesn't matter there is always next month 'to' if its not im gonna scream and scream until im sick!

I really don't understand how some months I can be very logical about it all and patient, and then every so often I get like this and am so very very very upset about the whole darn thing! You'd think after this many years I would have learned to cope with it all a bit better!

Thank you for letting me vent!

Tracy xx

 

[maz]

It's so hard isn't it? Fingers crossed you'll get your . I know that when I got my I had no symptoms whatsoever, but then I lost it within a week, so that could explain that - or possibly it's just waaaaaayyyy too early to have any real symptoms. Our minds are soooo good at playing tricks on us, and driving us nuts ...

Good luck - when are you testing?

x

 

[tracybirduk]

Thanks Maz!
I shouldnt really test until CD32 as I have long cycles! But i have been! Oooops! Obviously its BFN!
I have been temping a little (i promised myself i would stop that as I get well over the top!) the last few days and had a dip yesterday, so now convinced that its still possible!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xx

 

[latestarter]

I despise the 2ww too. I'm 13 dpo and just took a test. Of course

Again, and again, and again... Its so emotionally draining, and tiring.

But your last post sounds very promising, and it looks like you've taken all the right steps to get things under control. My fingers are crossed for you...