I am so BORED at home. The kids are happy and I am fine with them during the day. It's just that I have nothing else and it is killing me, and making me angry at the world.
It's gotten to the point where I can't even remember what I used to be interested in. I used to be funny, outgoing, interesting. I used to run, dance, sell vintage clothes, be into music etc. I don't even know what I am anymore. I am turning into my mother :/
We just moved and I don't know anyone here. I would have no problem going out and meeting people/doing stuff though, if I actually knew what I enjoyed. I did apply for a patisserie course at the college here but I stupidly had left it too late even though I knew I wanted to apply for months, so it was oversubscribed. I am still really gutted! I cried for hours when I found out - bloody hormones.
It annoys me that OH is still able to keep up his interests. To the point where he flies home for gigs on a monthly basis. This really really fecks me off but I can't really complain as I know that if I wanted to do the same, he would have no issue with it (he only goes for one night anyway).
So I dunno, I just don't know what I can do to help myself. I looked at volunteering but the places near me, I just didn't know if I could help out properly, or they were during the day, which I can't do.
Any suggestions would be greatly received
It's gotten to the point where I can't even remember what I used to be interested in. I used to be funny, outgoing, interesting. I used to run, dance, sell vintage clothes, be into music etc. I don't even know what I am anymore. I am turning into my mother :/
We just moved and I don't know anyone here. I would have no problem going out and meeting people/doing stuff though, if I actually knew what I enjoyed. I did apply for a patisserie course at the college here but I stupidly had left it too late even though I knew I wanted to apply for months, so it was oversubscribed. I am still really gutted! I cried for hours when I found out - bloody hormones.
It annoys me that OH is still able to keep up his interests. To the point where he flies home for gigs on a monthly basis. This really really fecks me off but I can't really complain as I know that if I wanted to do the same, he would have no issue with it (he only goes for one night anyway).
So I dunno, I just don't know what I can do to help myself. I looked at volunteering but the places near me, I just didn't know if I could help out properly, or they were during the day, which I can't do.
Any suggestions would be greatly received