Buttercup28
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Hello lovelies,
I have been lurking for a while, trying to muster up the courage to post.
It's my first post and quiet sensitive too. Sorry if it turns out to be a long post!
I am 27 years old 13+4 with my mine and my husbands first child.
To set the scene I have had genital herpes for over 10 years now and I am getting concerned about the birth.
Over the last couple of years my outbreaks have been very frequent I think due to my demanding stressful job with the added commute into London. Since falling pregnant the herpes virus been present almost constantly which I was half expecting.
I have been looked after by an amazing herpes specialist at The Chelsea and Westminster hospital. He is always there to speak to, so I called him with my concerns. He told me if I wanted to opt for a c section then he can contact the obstetrician and request it for me. He advised that he does this for a lot of his patients as they often ask for his backing.
I have a obstetrician appointment in a couple of weeks regarding the delivery so I will see how that goes.
My problem is that I know my body and how it reacts to this virus and know the chances of me having an outbreak at the point of delivery are very high. I understand that the chances of my baby contracting neonatal herpes are low as they build antibodies because I've had the virus for so long. This still doesn't 100% reassure me.
Now I went to the toilet earlier (sorry tmi coming up) and I have such a sore outbreak that I just said to myself right that's it I'm opting for a c section I can't risk my babies life and health.
I am 110% confident that I will get a c section if I request one.
I just wanted to find out what you ladies would do in my situation. The risk is ridiculously low of the baby contracting it if I have an outbreak at delivery but is it worth the risk? My head says no it's not worth the risk at the moment. I'm feeling very upset today and generally rough. My husband is away with work the last week so he is not here to comfort me.
I also have an absolute sickening fear of someone be it friends/family finding out why I'm having a section if this is what I opt for. Only my husband and mum knows about this virus but she hasn't even twigged that there may be complications with birth and I don't plan on telling her the reason for a section either incase she slips and tells my sister/dad/any family!
I just can't afford for people to know because people do make instant assumptions, it's a very stigmatised virus and people need educating as to how a non big deal it is (except in pregnancy!) but that's another story for another day. I just don't want people finding out, nor my child when he/she is old enough to ask why I had a section!
Sorry for the really long post.
What would you do ladies?
I really look forward to any replies or even if you are currently in my situation.
Thank you xxx
I have been lurking for a while, trying to muster up the courage to post.
It's my first post and quiet sensitive too. Sorry if it turns out to be a long post!
I am 27 years old 13+4 with my mine and my husbands first child.
To set the scene I have had genital herpes for over 10 years now and I am getting concerned about the birth.
Over the last couple of years my outbreaks have been very frequent I think due to my demanding stressful job with the added commute into London. Since falling pregnant the herpes virus been present almost constantly which I was half expecting.
I have been looked after by an amazing herpes specialist at The Chelsea and Westminster hospital. He is always there to speak to, so I called him with my concerns. He told me if I wanted to opt for a c section then he can contact the obstetrician and request it for me. He advised that he does this for a lot of his patients as they often ask for his backing.
I have a obstetrician appointment in a couple of weeks regarding the delivery so I will see how that goes.
My problem is that I know my body and how it reacts to this virus and know the chances of me having an outbreak at the point of delivery are very high. I understand that the chances of my baby contracting neonatal herpes are low as they build antibodies because I've had the virus for so long. This still doesn't 100% reassure me.
Now I went to the toilet earlier (sorry tmi coming up) and I have such a sore outbreak that I just said to myself right that's it I'm opting for a c section I can't risk my babies life and health.
I am 110% confident that I will get a c section if I request one.
I just wanted to find out what you ladies would do in my situation. The risk is ridiculously low of the baby contracting it if I have an outbreak at delivery but is it worth the risk? My head says no it's not worth the risk at the moment. I'm feeling very upset today and generally rough. My husband is away with work the last week so he is not here to comfort me.
I also have an absolute sickening fear of someone be it friends/family finding out why I'm having a section if this is what I opt for. Only my husband and mum knows about this virus but she hasn't even twigged that there may be complications with birth and I don't plan on telling her the reason for a section either incase she slips and tells my sister/dad/any family!
I just can't afford for people to know because people do make instant assumptions, it's a very stigmatised virus and people need educating as to how a non big deal it is (except in pregnancy!) but that's another story for another day. I just don't want people finding out, nor my child when he/she is old enough to ask why I had a section!
Sorry for the really long post.
What would you do ladies?
I really look forward to any replies or even if you are currently in my situation.
Thank you xxx