Hi Helen,
I really wish I was there to give you a hug. You (unsurprisingly) sound really down about the whole thing. I don't really know what I could say to make you feel better but I guess that mother nature has got other plans for you. Maybe she's just waiting for that one special wee spermy. Keep hanging in there. It WILL happen.
Not sure if it is immoral but do you think you can go to docs and claim that you are further down the line than you are?
Your ticker says that you are on your 2ww. I really hope that this is your month. I'll be with you no matter what. So how long do you think you'll last before you do a test?
I'm now 15w+3 days. I had my first scan on Monday. Everything was ok. My due date was given as 3rd July. I told the girls on Monday night and they were very excited. You are right about them being two little mummies in the making...
I haven't actually moved yet as it has been posponed until 28th Feb. I'll be glad when we do because the house has been more or less packed up since October. I'm sick of living out of boxes but hopefully it will fly in.
Gotta go but I'll hear from you soon, love Kerry x x x