Horomones or do I just hate him?

[Brightxeyes]

I feel ugly and fat anyway.
I have regular crying sessions over how fat and ugly I feel.
Everything irritates me.
I'm getting closer n closer to saying bugger this I'd rather be single.
But it could just be the horomones.

I've no bloody clue which one it is.

 

[kalyrra]

I feel ugly and fat anyway.
I have regular crying sessions over how fat and ugly I feel.
Everything irritates me.
I'm getting closer n closer to saying bugger this I'd rather be single.
But it could just be the horomones.

I've no bloody clue which one it is.

Probably a bit of both, I would imagine. Hormones certainly make things wayyy more of an issue than they normally would. If you have any insecurities like self image (like I do), then hormones make you feel like the fattest, ugliest person in the world. I go through days where everything pisses me off, I can't stand to even kiss my husband and I don't want him to touch me at all.

I cry at random times for no apparent reason. I promise. You're not alone! Some of us feel it worse than others, and every pregnancy is different. All I can say is don't make any rash decisions right now. Talk to your OH, share your frustration and feelings and ask for patience on their part.

I told my husband that there will be days when I am completely irrational. You have to think about their side as well... my husband feels completely rejected and like I don't love him anymore when I have those "don't touch me, don't look at me, don't be around me" days. So they are suffering a teeny bit too... we may feel like complete strangers in our own bodies... but they feel like we've become a complete stranger as well.

So take it one day at a time, try to find something relaxing when you start to feel anxious or upset, and hang in there! You're not in this alone!

 

[DJMooMoo79]

Oh I completely understand! It seems daily I have moments of, " I love this man." Then all too quickly I'm like, "why on earth am I wasting my time on you? I can do this by myself, don't think that I need you, I don't need anyone. Your the one lucky here bud. Say the word and I'll leave without hesitation."

 

[Brightxeyes]

I always tell him how horrible I feel and now I think he tries to ignore it cuz he has other things to do.
Like silly things like he has his own business so he buys himself a few clothes here and there, mainly because he wants to look the part for his job. (He does mainly work from home though..) and there I am having less and less things for me everyday and id rather use say my birthday money from my parents towards paint for the nursery and items for baby than to buy new clothes to make me feel better and not feel so fat. That's what got me irritated the other day. Like he can blow his money on clothes and I can't and he's got plenty and I'm here feeling fat.

And he has his friend work for him sometimes and he's here today I think too (it was his birthday yesterday and people came over for a drink and his friend stayed over and is still here and I'm guessing they're gona carry on working) and I don't want to leave my bedroom and relax on my day off cuz his friends here.

And I went to bed at 10pm while everyone was still here. They were putting way too much wood in the chimnea in the garden and the smoke coming out was horrendous. So I got pissed off and went to bed. Like I'm firstly inhaling all this crap and I feel this morning I've smoked a whole pack of cigarettes from it :/

 

[Brightxeyes]

Just stupid stupid things are pissing me off.

 

[Selaphyna]

I agree it could be a bit of both. I have those moments too. And sometimes it seems that with the hormones and emotions, it makes any type of little issue you had before that you felt you could live with, come to light and seems like it's a big issue now.

I'm currently going through the "I feel ugly" and part of that actually has to do with my OH because we haven't been intimate in about two weeks...and then I feel irrational when I think he doesn't find me attractive anymore and of course it leads to tears. I have my moments and my OH knows. As others have said maybe talk to him, and share your frustrations.