I don't want to lose the little possessions I have left if I go, as I had to escape a violent relationship a few years before I had a child.
But my boyfriend is going to a festival in a couple of months, and that might be my chance to go and to go with all of my things.
So I think that will be my plan.
Another thing I just can't live with is the fact that before I even got pregnant his ex was messaging him and he was messaging back. She was texting inappropriately and it probably would have gotten worse, maybe to the point of cheating who knows, if I didn't put my foot down.
She messaged him around a month ago, and he conveniently deleted the messages, then the other day he said his friend messaged him about his car (same friend who his now together with his ex) and I couldn't help but look and he's deleted that message too. I doubt it was from his friend, probably off her.
I just can't deal with the paranoia he's building up in me.
Like if he EVER even said hello to her again I genuinely would move as far away as possible.