aymz1983
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I've literally only taken 2 - one yesterday afternoon (after a 3hr hold) and then one this morning to see how dark it is with fmu but it looks lighter today?! I was expecting it to be darker. So now I'm worrying more. Have attached pic - one of the left is yesterday one on the right is today, both taken at 5mm.
I feel so worried at the moment, which I know most (if not all) of us do this early on. I'm worried that drinking lots of coffee recently will have harmed, I'm worried that the two glasses of champagne I had Monday (before I found out) will have harmed. I'm worried that my age is against me (38 in September) or my weight (significantly over). From everything I read on Google (I know, I know) I'm like, higher risk of mc and with all the backache and cramps I have going on at the moment it's all I can think about.
I know that what will be will be, and I can't change anything now, but I'm finding it hard to enjoy the feeling of 'omg, we're having a baby!'. I am not telling OH yet, that will be next week and I'm definitely not telling anyone else. So I feel stuck in my own head. Does anyone have any ideas how I can get unstuck?! Lol. I really want to enjoy being excited but I'm finding it very hard at the mo.
If you made it this far, thanks and well done
I feel so worried at the moment, which I know most (if not all) of us do this early on. I'm worried that drinking lots of coffee recently will have harmed, I'm worried that the two glasses of champagne I had Monday (before I found out) will have harmed. I'm worried that my age is against me (38 in September) or my weight (significantly over). From everything I read on Google (I know, I know) I'm like, higher risk of mc and with all the backache and cramps I have going on at the moment it's all I can think about.
I know that what will be will be, and I can't change anything now, but I'm finding it hard to enjoy the feeling of 'omg, we're having a baby!'. I am not telling OH yet, that will be next week and I'm definitely not telling anyone else. So I feel stuck in my own head. Does anyone have any ideas how I can get unstuck?! Lol. I really want to enjoy being excited but I'm finding it very hard at the mo.
If you made it this far, thanks and well done