Mendy
Mom to Tati n Braden <3
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Well ladies, I tested this morning and I could've sworn this was a good month for me, I was so positive....only to find a
I don't know how I feel....mad, sad, upset, I want to scream and wish i didn't give a f*ck about not being able to get pregnant...why is it that life is so unfair??? Why is it that women who don't want to have babies and don't deserve to have them get pregnant so easily?
There's still a part of me that has a little bit of hope because AF is not due until Sat...but I don't want to feel even worse than I do now if it comes, so I'm trying to not think that there's still a chance.
DH text me at work today and said he feels terrible because all of this is his fault, due to his low count. I told him I don't blame him, he's not at fault for something his body does... or doesn't do...so I guess my RE was right...we are going to have to end up doing in vitro...
Sorry for the rant...I work with a bunch of guys so I can't exactly tell them what's going on, and you all know what I'm going through...
I don't know how I feel....mad, sad, upset, I want to scream and wish i didn't give a f*ck about not being able to get pregnant...why is it that life is so unfair??? Why is it that women who don't want to have babies and don't deserve to have them get pregnant so easily?
There's still a part of me that has a little bit of hope because AF is not due until Sat...but I don't want to feel even worse than I do now if it comes, so I'm trying to not think that there's still a chance.
DH text me at work today and said he feels terrible because all of this is his fault, due to his low count. I told him I don't blame him, he's not at fault for something his body does... or doesn't do...so I guess my RE was right...we are going to have to end up doing in vitro...
Sorry for the rant...I work with a bunch of guys so I can't exactly tell them what's going on, and you all know what I'm going through...