I broke down last night ......

[littlepeps]

We have been trying for a wee bean for 14 months with no luck just one chemical pregnancy.

I have been ok just marched on month after month .. I have a very busy life so I guess Im distracted abit from the whole ttc game ...... and every month when I look at the BFN I try to remain positive and gear myself for next month.

But yesterday a close friend told me she was 10 weeks pregnant and it really shocked me how a reacted !!!! ... I told her how genuinely happy I was for her and her husband and got all gushy about baby stuff and then came home to my husband and cried non stop for 4 hours !!! ... Im really shocked at my reaction .. Im not even the sort of person who cries alot !!! .. My poor husband doesnt know what to do .. he keeps calling from work for chats but I just feel so sad today.

Im 35 with PCOS so time is on my side I guess I just have to keep being positive positive positive !!

 

[Sophe]

Hey,

Sorry you are feeling so sad, I have been the same way myself many times.

Thisreaction normal for our situation, happens to all of us on here, its hard to see someone else get exactly what you want so easily when you try and wait and try and wait, we can't make sense of it and it hurts.

You have PCOS, this is probably why its taking you longer, I know it takes women with this condition longer but they get there in the end. You will get that BFP!

(((HUGS)))

 

[wishandwait]

You poor thing. I howled when by BF told me she was pregnant! And I mean HOWLED! My poor DH didn't know what to do. I went on this massive hysterical rant of how unfair it was....like she had stolen it directly from me! Haha I scared myself at how irrational I reacted. She is now 15 weeks and I couldn't be happier but it took me that long. Occasionally I still get sad or snappy- she asks whether I want a boy or girl and I reply 'A positive test would be a nice start.' I know everyone says it- cause they do to me- but we will get there! Don't beat yourself up in the mean time, feel everything and know it's ok to be honest, you can't always be positive positive positive because your human and it's fine to feel crappy sometimes, it just makes the good times more memorable. You'll be fine mate! We'll get our bfps soon enough!

 

[lovie]

Its so hard isnt it i found out My 3 childhood friends were pregnant this summer all due in march, however much i am trying to be happy for them its bloody hard.

Your time will come xx

 

[cooch]

You poor thing. However I think you have to congratulate yourself for the way you handled it in front of her. We all have our off days- some more than most. I have had 2 meltdowns recently as I had a number of fertility appointments all within a few days of each other and a friend who knew how sensitive I was and I had just had an op chose that time to announce to me her news (her 2nd). I have actually taken it badly as I think she could have left telling me for a bit - I felt she'd been really insensitive. I still haven't spoken to her, I just can't be around pregnant women right now, its too painful. Your obviously a lot closer to your friend than I am to mine and a very nice person also x