I broke the wttc rules

[Sambatiki]

Hey porkpie.

Keep ur chin up!!! BIG FAT

 

[porkpie1981]

no blood yet

God its times like this i wonder why i didnt pay more attention to my cycle when i wasnt ttc as at least i would know how long after getting that af feeling does the bleeding start.

O well tomorrow is the big day

 

[porkpie1981]

O yes 4got to add that today i had to go back to bed for 2 hrs and yestersday i slept in the daytime for 4 hrs 9 (and still was able to sleep last nite).
Just meantioning this incase i get a

tho saying this i have a sore throat and ear so mybe im getting sumthing

 

[porkpie1981]

Rite another and today my should arrive

O well u know me i will keep testing each morning until i get a (looks unlikely now) or arrives

 

[Sambatiki]

Hi Girlies!!

Had a bit of a 'moment' last night. We started getting 'giggy' with it!! using NO protection. But I completely freaked out and made him use protection???!!!! As you can see by my ticker it could have been a good time to conceive. But I was soooo afraid. For someone who wants a baby soooo badly why did I react like that. I know Im scared of MCing again... but this is ridiculous.

Has anyone else felt like that?? Or am I a wierdo



Kerry xxx

 

[porkpie1981]

Hi Girlies!!

Had a bit of a 'moment' last night. We started getting 'giggy' with it!! using NO protection. But I completely freaked out and made him use protection???!!!! As you can see by my ticker it could have been a good time to conceive. But I was soooo afraid. For someone who wants a baby soooo badly why did I react like that. I know Im scared of MCing again... but this is ridiculous.

Has anyone else felt like that?? Or am I a wierdo



Kerry xxx

I think i know what u mean cause if i was gte a i would also freak

 

[Sambatiki]

I think its probably best if we do wait, as Im clearly not ready... But I soooo want to be I never thought I'd be like this.

 

[maccy]

Kerry - Big , it's so hard init.

Porkpie - I'm still checking in with ya hun, it's not over till the flies in.

 

[Sambatiki]

Maccy - Thanks treacle
I wish I wasn't so indecisive. Maybe we should go for it and deal with it as and when!! Would it really make a diff now or in 3 months??? I swear Im a lunatic!!

 

[maccy]

Of course your not, We did IT then I started crying and panicking that I'd get a and that I'd loose it again. I really want a baby and asap but that dosen't stop it being the scariest thing eva. I've got one little girl and both with her and my m/c as soon as we saw the lines on the test we were overjoyed so happy and dancing round the house but the next time I see them lines I know I'm gonna be stressing and worrying it's taken all the fun and innocence out of it, I think that's what it is.

 

[Sambatiki]

Maccy I think youre right, maybe when all get our s it will be different. Sometimes the thought of something is loads worse than it really is. Think I might sit down with DF and have a good chat about it all with a big glass of . As although he knows Im devasted about losing our angel he doesn't know half the stuff that I talk to you guys about. Im so glad we all got each other through this strange and horrid time in our lives.

BIG BIG

Kerry

 

[Sambatiki]

Well we had the conversation last night. DF said he wanted to start ttc this month. I said I still wanted to wait. He thinks I'll never be completely ready, Im starting to think he might be right. I think we might just go for it next month, but if we did get our it would be due around the time we lost our angel so Im not sure how I'd feel about that. Im sooo confused I don't know what to do. Any advice girlies???

 

[Sambatiki]

Porkpie

Any news of the or the

 

[mugzy]

Well we had the conversation last night. DF said he wanted to start ttc this month. I said I still wanted to wait. He thinks I'll never be completely ready, Im starting to think he might be right. I think we might just go for it next month, but if we did get our it would be due around the time we lost our angel so Im not sure how I'd feel about that. Im sooo confused I don't know what to do. Any advice girlies???

I won't make the assumption that I know how you feel, since everyone's experience is different, so all I can do is tell you how I felt. I was also worried that once I got my BFP I would feel guilty or that I was somehow trying to replace the child I lost. But when it actually happened, I realised that the 2 babies are seperate, I can love this one and feel happy about it without forgetting the other. Don't push yourself though, only you will be able to tell when you're ready

 

[Mamafy]

any news on the hun

hope you get that very soon

 

[golcarlilly]

Well we had the conversation last night. DF said he wanted to start ttc this month. I said I still wanted to wait. He thinks I'll never be completely ready, Im starting to think he might be right. I think we might just go for it next month, but if we did get our it would be due around the time we lost our angel so Im not sure how I'd feel about that. Im sooo confused I don't know what to do. Any advice girlies???

Maybe that would be a good omen for you if you got your bfp then? I am quite superstitious and would see that as lucky

 

[Sambatiki]

Aww tracy I never thought about that way. thanks

 

[maccy]

Kerry - glad you had a chat you seem a bit clearer now

Porkpie - Anything????????? xx

 

[Sambatiki]

Maccy, I think I am I just can't make my mind up!! We'll get there in the end tho. !! Might try next month and see.. I just don't want to get caught up in charts and peeing on sticks iykwim. I want the experience to be a relaxed pleasant one.

Thanks for listening maccy xxx

 

[porkpie1981]

Hi girls will the is just starting, no cramps or anything and its just light but im sure its the that will get heavier.

I bought a 2 pack of 2st response but at least i didnt use them

TBH im just glad i know where i am and no more limbo

Im having a bbq tomorrow so i am gonna enjoy soem rose wine mmmmmmmmm

hows every1 else?