MrsQ
Mummy to Mikey and bump
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I feel so so low tonight.
Been looking at all the BFPs and soooooooooooooo happy for everyone dont get me wrong but I just cant stop crying nad thinking why cant i just see the line once?
I say this is our first month of ttc but we havent used anything since september and tmi but we do go at it alot!
I just know I wont get a BFP Yea i have had symptoms but i think they are all in my head cos i want this so bad!
Two of my cousins are infertlile so its in the family.
I am due wednesday but was gonna test tomorrow morning but i just wont waste the test i dont think.
Sorry for the self indulgent thread. I just dunno how i am gonna go every month feeling like this as it hurts!
x
Been looking at all the BFPs and soooooooooooooo happy for everyone dont get me wrong but I just cant stop crying nad thinking why cant i just see the line once?
I say this is our first month of ttc but we havent used anything since september and tmi but we do go at it alot!
I just know I wont get a BFP Yea i have had symptoms but i think they are all in my head cos i want this so bad!
Two of my cousins are infertlile so its in the family.
I am due wednesday but was gonna test tomorrow morning but i just wont waste the test i dont think.
Sorry for the self indulgent thread. I just dunno how i am gonna go every month feeling like this as it hurts!
x