I can't take much more of this

[StillPraying]

I delivered my baby boy on Aug 21st. I was at 15 weeks, and induced, it all went fairly smooth.

Now I'm 18 days post delivery, still bleeding, still cramping, and still getting positive pregnancy tests. Took one at 1 week, then at 2 weeks. The tests seemed to be getting fainter. I passed some clots yesterday, so was hopeful that was the end. Took a test this afternoon and it was a blaring positive, darker, not lighter!

I really don't know how much more of this I can take. It's like a never ending mc, I just want it to be over. At first I tried to be positive and look towards ttc again, but now I'm finding it so hard to be positive when this just won't end. It's like a constant reminder that my baby is gone. Getting bfps when there isn't a baby there is a slap in the face.

So sorry for ranting and feeling sorry for myself but I just feel like I'm in pieces and this forum is the only place I can turn to.

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

Oh still.. I'm so sorry hon.. Maybe call the doctor and schedule something.. They may end up wanting to do a d & C to clear everything out..

 

[krissie328]

I'm so so sorry hun. Definitely ring your doctor as there might be some residual tissue they need to remove.

 

[StillPraying]

I did call, left a message for my OB but apparently they didn't pass it on Cuz she never called. Called again today and the nurse told me "well you have an appointment for Oct so you can just wait it out until then"

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

I did call, left a message for my OB but apparently they didn't pass it on Cuz she never called. Called again today and the nurse told me "well you have an appointment for Oct so you can just wait it out until then"

Really?! Id call again and demand to speak to the doctor... That is insane.

 

[LoraLoo]

Im sorry hun, I know how difficult it is. It took 4 weeks for my tests to go completely negative after my 15 week loss, it's horrible to keep seeing those lines x

 

[StillPraying]

Thank you all for understanding. It does help knowing others understand what I'm going through. Makes me feel less like a crazy person.

 

[nessaw]

Hi am so sorry for your loss. I lost twins at 14 weeks so know what you are going through. Really hope the tests go negative soon. Look after yourself. Xx