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Our LO is 17 days old, I had a wonderful pregnancy and got to have my drug free home birth. We got transferred to hospital due to meconium in my waters. Feeding didn't get off to a good start - lo wouldn't latch as he was so sleepy and didn't eat for around 36 hours. I didn't really get much support in hospital and struggled at home.
LO lost 15% of his birth weight and we've been supplementing with formula. It looks like I have insufficient glandular tissue which is causing low milk supply. I'm using a supplementary nursing system until a Breast specialist can confirm this or not. Midwife has be on domperidone, fenugreek and double pumping to try and boost my supply.
The first ten days of LO's life were stressful, - We knew he was hungry but couldn't understand why he wasn't feeding properly, he just nibbles, probably because there's not enough milk there to satisfy him.
Anyway, it just doesn't seem like things are getting easier. I hate my body for not being able to feed him. I'm exhausted because he won't settle at night or after any feeds, he'll only sleep in my arms. Dh is back at work today and we have no family or close friends nearby and I just feel so alone.
The feeding system is so fiddly to use, trying to latch a baby and a small pipe gets frustrating. LO ends up getting upset because he's hungry and I get upset because I can't just bfeed him.
I knew it was going to be hard, but I had no idea it would be this hard and so emotionally draining. I just want to enjoy my little boy
LO lost 15% of his birth weight and we've been supplementing with formula. It looks like I have insufficient glandular tissue which is causing low milk supply. I'm using a supplementary nursing system until a Breast specialist can confirm this or not. Midwife has be on domperidone, fenugreek and double pumping to try and boost my supply.
The first ten days of LO's life were stressful, - We knew he was hungry but couldn't understand why he wasn't feeding properly, he just nibbles, probably because there's not enough milk there to satisfy him.
Anyway, it just doesn't seem like things are getting easier. I hate my body for not being able to feed him. I'm exhausted because he won't settle at night or after any feeds, he'll only sleep in my arms. Dh is back at work today and we have no family or close friends nearby and I just feel so alone.
The feeding system is so fiddly to use, trying to latch a baby and a small pipe gets frustrating. LO ends up getting upset because he's hungry and I get upset because I can't just bfeed him.
I knew it was going to be hard, but I had no idea it would be this hard and so emotionally draining. I just want to enjoy my little boy