I was 13weeks yesterday,woke up thought this is great 13weeks today the danger is over!! How stupid was i!! At lunchtime i bled,was in shock,hubby took me down to hos,after a lengthy wait was scanned,i knew in my heart when i saw it that my angel was gone,he was so small for 13weeks,he gave me a internal scan just to make sure,unfortunately there was no heartbeat,baby measured 7weeks+6!!How could it happen?5weeks later?? I cant get my head round it.I was so careful,so good!Feel empty,incapable,my hearts breaking,i found myself signing for a EVACUATION OF CONCEPTION and how they would deal with my child afterwards in minutes of being told,becos after midnight the ward wouldnt take me as it was then being trans ferred to derry/craigavon!!Becos of cuts!! Im so angry at being made to make a decision so quickly.I rang the erne today and rearranged for our baby to be brought back down to us for us to arrange burial,i feel better knowing the baby will be close to us,i have often consoled friends when a miscarriage happened but never dreamt it would happen to me,and the horrible feelings that go with it!!Nightmare. I heard my husband sobbing as he told a friend on the phone and my heart broke for him,they remember the mum but rarely the daddy.