i feel like ...

[miel]

i feel like i live my life in segments...
First segment ...Af for 4 to 5 days = sad , pain , disapointment
Second segment.... i feel better , my spirit is up ! and i hope again it's my month = ovulation time
Third segment ...i wonder , i am confuse ? did i ovulate when i believe i did ? did i BD in off or to much ?
fourth segment ...i am waiting ...i lose hope again ..i don't feel pregnant but i want to feel something ...and it end with spotting or a BFN...

that my life for the past 12 cycles

do you feel the same ?

 

[AutumnSky]

Exactly the same.

Bloody crap isn't it?

xxx

 

[miel]

Exactly the same.

Bloody crap isn't it?

xxx

Yep

 

[akcher]

Hi Miel, I feel similar. It's always disappointing when my AF comes and the many sticks with BFNs leading up to it. I only ovulate 50% of the time and I have long cycles 45-60 days. So in a year, I really only ovulate 3-4 times. So when I do ovulate and it's a BFN I feel so sad because who knows when my next ovulation will be. It can be 3 months away.

 

[AutumnSky]

Don't worry hun - we will get our . And we will appreciate it so so much because we've had to wait a little longer to get them

But our time will come. We just have to try and be positive. Even though its hard sometimes.

 

[DaisyDuke]

100% babe, it is extremly tough, i'm not sure i can carry this on much longer.

 

[Farie]

oh chick, so sorry your still feeling down
I have been feeling like this a lot recently so have tried to change my out look a little ... now I just try not to think about TTC untill the CBFM gives me my HIGH ... then we BD as much as we can/want to and then I go back to trying not to think about it .... when in doubt I just assume that its not my month (so far that assumption has not let me down )

enjoy your relationship, love your DF and remember that all the worrying and stress in the world will not help us conceive (I have just had this lecture from DF as I was getting all stressy about this month ... Bding at the right time etc etc vitamins ... what if Ac mucks up my cycle ... blood tests in 11 days etc etc .. I really could worry for England .. now that would be an Olympic sport I could take Gold in )
Its crap that month after month goes by with no result, its crap that we do everything right .. and still no luck, but that's what it is ... LUCK .. its natures cruellest lottery and we cannot let go of our lives

Chin up chick, we are all here for you and all understand how you feel

 

[Waiting2bMommy]

I really hope you get your soon!! Hopefully you will get it as a Christmas present!!

 

[NeyNey]

Yes sweetie, I feel very much the same

 

[Suz]

 

[Vestirse]

You just wrote the story of my life now that I'm TTC. I am going to write Santa a letter and I'll ask for a for all of us.

 

[chefamy1122]

 

[yaya]

You're not alone hun. This is my 11th cycle feeling pretty much the same as you. xxx

 

[jacky24]

CD1-CD5 : Very sad, emotional, depressed, Bitch of note
CD6-CD9 : Planning bding ahead and praying
CD9-CD17 : Bding like a bunny just to find no temp spike
CD18-CD???? : O dear Lord is going to show

As if no No new cycle, no new cycle no new hope, no planning for bding, more sadness more emotions more depression and becoming a super BITCH......

Yes due today... ye whatever she is so going to be a no show again....

 

[Redfraggle]

Feel exactly the same ever single month. Some are easier than others but basically the same every month! It sucks but we've got to have faith that we well all get our one day soon.

 

[HAYS]

i hear ya miel, i think we are all the same!!xxx

 

[maz]

I feel very much the same and it sucks!!

 

[NikiJJones]

Miel, you just described the pattern of my life for the last 18 months!!! I am so with you. Sending . We will get there though!!

 

[applegirl]

oh Miel - you are exactly right. Sometimes I think - wow - I have lived a whole year like this - I'm missing my life!

But - still managing to get a bit of fun in here and there - especially during phase 2!

 

[miel]

oh Miel - you are exactly right. Sometimes I think - wow - I have lived a whole year like this - I'm missing my life!

But - still managing to get a bit of fun in here and there - especially during phase 2!

Phase 2 is the best !!!until it hurt hubby penis !!!