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Laura--x
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I really dont know whats wrong with me. Well i do, i know its my hormones, but i just feel so shit i feel like im depressed !
I just feel so alone most of the time now, before i got pregnant me and oh always dreamed of having our own baby and was unbelievably excited at the idea, but since ive actually been pg, i feel like my oh just doesn't care and doesn't understand. I dont know if its me asking too much or what, but with how ive been feeling i just want him to be there for me, i want him to get up and get me a drink, cook me some food or just even be there and offer me stuff without me literally having to beg him to get me something because i feel to ill to move. My family have mentioned how lazy he is and how he never does anything in that sense for me, im always on my feet cooking cleaning doing everything he wants. Im not asking to much to have this in return right ? Ok he goes to college 3 and a half days a week, but he comes home and asks as if its been the most stressful hard working day of his life, he hasn't even started work yet, its surely gonna hit him in the face when he does.
Another thing is, the past few weeks ive been constantly tired, all the time. I normally suck it up and get on with it, but today i went to bed for a few hours cus of feeling ill aswell, and he came down today and about 3 hours after i got up i said i was tired again, all he said was ' lazy shit, youve been in bed all day'. I just couldnt believe it, i said ' erm excuse me, ive been in bed for 3 hours, ive felt ill all day and didnt sleep well last night, dont dare say im lazy, im pregnant you know, it does take it out of us. All he could reply with was ' pregancy isnt a bloody illness you know'.
Omg you dont know how angry i was, i wanted to kick his head off, he just doesnt understand and doesnt seem to give 2 damns about me, and its really startin to get to me.
I just feel so alone most of the time now, before i got pregnant me and oh always dreamed of having our own baby and was unbelievably excited at the idea, but since ive actually been pg, i feel like my oh just doesn't care and doesn't understand. I dont know if its me asking too much or what, but with how ive been feeling i just want him to be there for me, i want him to get up and get me a drink, cook me some food or just even be there and offer me stuff without me literally having to beg him to get me something because i feel to ill to move. My family have mentioned how lazy he is and how he never does anything in that sense for me, im always on my feet cooking cleaning doing everything he wants. Im not asking to much to have this in return right ? Ok he goes to college 3 and a half days a week, but he comes home and asks as if its been the most stressful hard working day of his life, he hasn't even started work yet, its surely gonna hit him in the face when he does.
Another thing is, the past few weeks ive been constantly tired, all the time. I normally suck it up and get on with it, but today i went to bed for a few hours cus of feeling ill aswell, and he came down today and about 3 hours after i got up i said i was tired again, all he said was ' lazy shit, youve been in bed all day'. I just couldnt believe it, i said ' erm excuse me, ive been in bed for 3 hours, ive felt ill all day and didnt sleep well last night, dont dare say im lazy, im pregnant you know, it does take it out of us. All he could reply with was ' pregancy isnt a bloody illness you know'.
Omg you dont know how angry i was, i wanted to kick his head off, he just doesnt understand and doesnt seem to give 2 damns about me, and its really startin to get to me.
I was constantly knackered for most of the first fifteen weeks or so, it has got better (still have really tired days though). 
if i say i feel like shite, i feel like shit.
, sure that will change soon though !
