Hi Ladies My first thread over here on 2nd, so please bear with me.... I feel really guilty writing this as i've spent the first 8 weeks after finding out about baby really trying to stick to positive thoughts and affirmations to get me through to my 12 week scan after our 1st was a mmc.... Suffered really badly with morning sickness but is starting to fade as im not vomitting but I constantly feel sick, like theres a lump stuck in my throat.... Anyway I dont know what I want or need to hear at this point but I am just really struggling to enjoy my pregnancy and its really starting to get me down. I sat on the side of the bath earlier and just cried because I want my baby so much, but this constant feeling is really taking its toll on me emotionally. Having felt so rubbish, I've been an utter b*tch to DH, who has really been trying. We havent had any sexual contact sinc we found out about baby, one because ive just felt so rubbish and 2 because for some reason everything about him is just really bugging me..... I feel like ive lost most rational thought and i just want to cry. Ive spent all of today in bed, only got up to have dinner and then went straight back to bed again...... I cant do this for another 5 + months!!!