Sparklestar
Mommy to Keigan
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Well finally after my mmc in june i had a call on friday morning sayign the ashes were ready to collect, so i went a fetched them. it literally broke my heart, i had no-one to go with and she gave me the littlest box with 'baby millard' written on the top. it felt really weird like thats it, its final now. i was so sad. I have put the ashes in my baby part of the wardrobe and am going to scatter them when i am heavily pregnant with my next baby. that seems the best thing to do i think and when we do that i'm going to let a wish balloon go at the same time.
Next to being told 'i'm sorry your baby has no heart beat' that was the hardest thing ive ever done. xxx
Next to being told 'i'm sorry your baby has no heart beat' that was the hardest thing ive ever done. xxx