I got a big fat positive today!!

[ColorMeFamous]

Heyy Ladies! Im new here! I just got a positive on my pregnancy test this morning! I lost my beautiful daughter, Nova, almost four months ago. Im shocked that I conceived so quickly! I seriously dont know how it happened but it did! (was using DOUBLE protection!) I was due to get Mirena THIS MONTH so Im pretty sure there is a reason I got pregnant when I did. Im not in the best position to have another child so I am weighing my options but for the time being I am grateful that God presented me with this beautiful angel baby! Im so blessed that he has given me the chance to spend the next 9 months with this little darling and to be able to give it to a couple that perhaps cannot have their own kids!

Heres a little about me:
Im 19! I have one daughter (15 months), one angel baby, and one due July 22! Im a paramedic medic student in my first year! To be honest being a mother and being a student is sort of the only things in my life! Hope to get to know you all!! All the best to all of you and I hope all of our little blessings arrive safe and sound!

 

[girlinyork]

Congratulations! Lots of baby dust and sticky dust to you

 

[ncmommy]

Congrats! That is a wonderful thing you are thinking of doing for another couple! Hope you have a wonderful pregnancy.

 

[Stinkerbell]

congratulations xxx

 

[ColorMeFamous]

Thank you guys! Ill be posting pics just to see if it really is a BFP! I dont know if I believe it because it showed up right away and I was only 7-9 DPO so... we shall see!

 

[ncmommy]

Thank you guys! Ill be posting pics just to see if it really is a BFP! I dont know if I believe it because it showed up right away and I was only 7-9 DPO so... we shall see!

I hope it is your BFP! I'm awful at spotting lines unless they are fairly obvious. That is why I don't post in the pregnancy test section. Everyone else will see a line and I just don't see it! Good luck hun!

 

[ColorMeFamous]

Thanks haha! It`s very obvious. Its bright pink! I just dont know if its possible to show up that quickly!

 

[grace10209]

Congrats! And very mature of you to think about giving this gift to a couple that can't have their own! Good for you!!!

What a blessing!

 

[ColorMeFamous]

Thank you! Im glad some of you think its a good thing! I have been told off by many people saying that I would be abandoning my child, but I would still be very involved in its life! Id have an open adoption! I dont think Im doing anything wrong. I get that I should be taking responsibility for my actions but this is probably what is best for all of us involved. It would have a great life! Im only doing this because I love it! Dont get me wrong, I want to keep it SOOOOOO badly but I dont think Im ready to raise two children by myself. (The father moved back home-England-because his family member is dying.)

 

[girlinyork]

You wouldn't be abandoning it. You'd be thinking of its best interests

 

[ColorMeFamous]

Exactly!! I think Ill have to look into some support groups. I honestly didnt think that so many people would be against adoption! Ive always thought of it as a positive thing! There are so many couples just waiting for a baby! I could give them everything they have always wanted if I keep this baby.