kissesandhugs
Momma to Isaiah and Nova
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I have a son who will be two next month and OH and I decided we're going to NTNP number two!! 
I have the implanon right now but will be getting it taken out hopefully this week, if not then next. I'm confused if I'm honest. On one hand, I want to get pregnant right away. On the other hand, I wouldn't be upset if it wasn't right away. I feel like I'm ready then I'm not lol. I know deep down I am ready but I worry too much!! So, we're just going to NTNP instead of actual trying. We tried for our first baby and it was stressful to say the least. BNB helped me get through it the first time around, I honestly don't know how I would've done it without! Including TTC, pregnancy and the 1st year of his life. Hope it's the same this time around. Anyone in the same boat? NTNP #2? Ahh I'm nervous, excited, scared...so many emotions!! 
I have the implanon right now but will be getting it taken out hopefully this week, if not then next. I'm confused if I'm honest. On one hand, I want to get pregnant right away. On the other hand, I wouldn't be upset if it wasn't right away. I feel like I'm ready then I'm not lol. I know deep down I am ready but I worry too much!! So, we're just going to NTNP instead of actual trying. We tried for our first baby and it was stressful to say the least. BNB helped me get through it the first time around, I honestly don't know how I would've done it without! Including TTC, pregnancy and the 1st year of his life. Hope it's the same this time around. Anyone in the same boat? NTNP #2? Ahh I'm nervous, excited, scared...so many emotions!! 
