I just dont know how I am going to get through this I spend every second of every day thinking I am going to miscarry, every time I go to the loo I cant look, every cramp I have a think that is it I have spoken to the EPU and they have offered me an early scan next sat 14th of Feb which is wonderful but when every second feels like a lifetime it seems so far away - I have had two children before and this is my third very unexxpected but very much wanted baby - I am a wreck all I can do is cry and try and prepare myself for the worst, I know this is not normal but no one can help me through it - I still have 6 and a half weeks left of the first trimester and I am in bits - I cant stand feeling so miserable when I have two beautiful children and an amazing husband but it is my absolute worst fear ever - I have never been so scared - I am a mess